Abstract Mind

It is not a risk if you do it through the one who made you. If you let go and trust the He will work through you, that’s when amazing things happen.

The dictionary states that faith is the complete trust or confidence in someone or something. it also states that faith is strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof. Which is also an interesting definition of faith. I have come to know faith to be spiritual. My religion has taught me important parts of my faith journey but life has given me the spiritual parts. Life has given me proof of my faith.

When creating I find myself in a constant struggle between my own wants and the wants of my Creator. I find that there is a very real flow of energy when everything in the world stands still. When everything that is going on in my life completely vanishes. Where the only thing that exists is this constant flow of ideas of creating what is in my head. Sometimes I don’t even really know what way its going, sometimes I just let the ideas come and execute without question.

There are moments when the environment shifts, it doesn’t take much. It could be the wrong song on the radio, technology getting in the way, or someone entering a room. The moment the balance is shifted thats when I start to question, “red? really you want red? or “lime green.. what.. no.” sometimes I will try it my way and add things that I like or the way I think they should be done and I step back and just know its wrong.. eventually I obey.

I have come to know faith as creative.

I have come to know my faith in The Holy Spirit.

I learn as the Inspiration of The Spirit flows through me.

Rationally I know it might sound crazy. According to the dictionary faith is based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof. Proof is in life itself.

If you have never experienced it, it just means you aren’t ready to believe yet. I’m here to tell you that that is okay.

Believing is a choice, faith is a journey.